The dream

It begins
I'm in a hall
Its a familiar place
I have the feeling
Of being here before
The walls are generic
The doors are generic
The boring grey walls
Offer no inspiration
No hope
Of escaping this place

The door closest to me
Seems to pull me closer
A single step at a time
Before I know it
My hand is on the knob
Then my body gets pulled
Into the darkness
The unknown

When the door shuts
Voices erupt into my ears
Undiscernable at first
But I quickly find a way to understand
Its all the mean things
People have said to me
Throughout my life
Some kinda make me laugh
At their sheer stupidity
But others make me sad
I find myself shrinking
Down to the floor
Not being able
To hold this mistake-ridden corpse up
All goes dark

I awake again
Not fully awake at first
Just lingering on the edge
I feel arms around me
Comforting my sorrow
I feel them leave
And open my eyes
Only to see a girl
Walking away
Leaving me
Yet again alone
I want to follow
But my body won't listen
So I wait
In this hall

When she is gone
I get up
I'm once again in the hall
More towards the middle
I can see an end
Up ahead of me
I would like to go
For it but my body
Won't allow me that
I go to the door closest
To where I awoke
Not by choice
But following my body

This room has a little light
But in certain spot
Illuminating objects
People
Doing things you
Wouldn't want to see
But these things
I've thought of them before
I've wanted them
Craved them
But society's morals
Have taught us
That these are wrong
I had repressed them
To the back of my mind
When I first though of them
But with them in front of me
Where I can see in person
Can touch
Can do
Can join
I'm am torn
Between what I want
And what society wants
My mind begins to tear
And I feel myself losing it
Losing hope
It all go dark

The warm arms are back
I begin to awaken
This time the arms stay
Not leaving me to
Fend for myself
Actually staying
Showing me they care

My eyes open
And I look
Into the face of an angel
A glowing smile
Brightening my hopes
Giving me strength

She helps me up
And I've come to the end of the hall
However there is a fork here
Leading 2 ways
With 2 doors
My angel stands next to me
Not giving any notion
Just waiting
Waiting for me to choose

I begin to walk towards one
Taking slow steps
Looking back at her face
For a hint if I'm choosing right
The glowing smile is still there
Not showing any other emotion
The remaining steps are getting less
I get in front of the door
The knob seems far away
With one last look at my angel
I open then door

An arm pushes me to the side
I hit the floor
As I see my angel
Get swallowed by flames from the room
I get up and try to help
But she quickly closes the door
And the door disappears

There's is only one place
Left for me to go
Now that my angel is no more
I turn to the other door
And return to the hell of my normal life

I awake